After all of this, i found what i really enjoy and like and.. what i really want to know, to do, to chase about. But, i can't blame on blahblah that i really stuck on it. Few days ago, i found my self was really dumb dumb dumb. I never be so much careless about something what i will struggle on. Ugh, it'll be really hard but i should keep forward.
So, engineering physics really confusing, and i only ask for help to Allah.